R O O P

"Roop take this handkerchief and wipe your nose". She just throw a handkerchief on my face and leave the room. How mean yrr!!

I'm here crying and she just throw a handkerchief on my face and leave the room, haww!! Is humanity are alive or not MAN!!! 

Leave Roop, what do you want? From them ki come to me and wipe my running nose and wipe my tears. Well I want this all from my.......future husband!!

I just shake my head on my own thoughts and wipe my tears and nose with a handkerchief. I was watching a Radha Krishna serial, and in today's episode it showed where Radha rani getting married to another man not with her Krishna! And  That scene make me cry yrr, I know I'm sensitive Person.

But look at their fate, they love each other a lot but destiny wants another thing. After loving each other madly but still not getting their loves to love each other. Still Krishna Ji loves Radha ji without any greediness, selflessly loves her.

If any one there who loves me likes Krishna ji the way he loves Radha ji. The way he is devotee toward radha Rani, if any one there who become my devotee and loves me whole wholeheartlly. If I ever got love from a stranger person?, 

What if he beat me?

What if he loves me like no tomorrow?  

What if he.. ?

Well well.......!!! Come to the earth Roop!! In this era there is no one who love me like Krishna ji. Ohk ohk don't think too much and don't live in delusional world, well it's my choice I can live in delusional world because that's only one thing can give me peace.

"AHHHH..!!! " I screamed when something hit my head with forcefully that I come back from my delusional world to in reality!

"Come to the reality world Roop ji and go maa is calling you from the past 15 minutes". She said and leave the room and I'm here rubbing the spot where that ball hit me. 

How rude yrr! 

And what the potato!!!?!? She just entered the room and throw a things on me and leave the room. This is not fair. I'm not going to leave her. 

I stood up and ran to catch her "Wait!!! How dare you Didi, this is not fair"

"Roop you can't hit me now". She said and hide behind the maa, while maa was laughing.

I frowned at her words and asked "why" while I tried to catch her. 

"Because I'm married plus I'm pregnant". She said and take a sit on the sofa. 

"yes she is right Roop". Maa said and caressed her cheeks with sparkles in her eyes,  I just rolled my eyes and sat beside Didi on the Sofa.

I pout and said " That's not fair maa". She just chuckled and leave the hall and went to the kitchen.

What the potato yrr!!  Today's everyone is leaving the room! Khana ji!!! Dekhiye na!!!

"Roop listen na" she said and I just hmm in her response while still not looking at her, she chuckled and shook her head.

She was about to say something until her phone ringed and she mouthed said to me "Tere JIJU ka call hai" and  I just nodded in response.

She is so lucky yrr she got a GEM!! In her life....!!! Aur bechare jiju, kitne ache hai iss chudail ko sambhal te hai aur ye DAYAN hai ye Dayan!!! 

I hope in my life I also got a man like jiju!! Not all quality from jiju uska bhi toh hona chaiye na but thoda SA. 

Who loves me like no tomorrow!!, who cherish me with whole wholeheartlly! Who admire me everytime with his dreamy eyes.

I don't want him to be obsessed with me but never RAISED his voice in front of me. I don't want him to give me his all time but give a his little precious time to show me his love toward me!

What if he loves me alot but still leave me on track!! 

What if I love him alot but I leave him on track!!

What if we both devotee to us but our love story still remains ADHURI!!

What if this ADHURI becomes a pure devotion and remains adhuri?

Arghh!!  What I'm thinking yrr!!  Matalb khuch bhi sochti hoon and once again I just shake my head on my own thoughts.

"AHHHHHH.....!!!!" I screamed.

"Didi what is this Yrr". She just throw a ball once again on my head and she started to running.

I just took pillow from couch and started to going behind her “Ruk tu aaj nahi bachegi”

"Roop, you are the one who always zone out, that's why I hit you". She said and running here and there to save her life!

"So what ha", I said and throw a pillow in her direction and took another one in my hand.

"Roop wait, I'm talking to your jiju" . She said and started to going toward the room.

" JIJU, aapki patni badi gandi Hai!!!!". Didi just  Show me her that dayan wale aankhein and closed the door in front of my face!!

"Oouch didi, nose pe lagayi yrr badi gandi ho". I said and rubbed my nose.

She is so stupid Yrr!! Let's go to the kitchen Roop and complain about her.

"MAAA!!!! Look what she do". I said and showed her my nose. She give me headshot on my head and said "She is pregnant Roop"

"Haww you also love her, not me" I said and started to leave the kitchen, good it's now my turn to leave the room!!  Hehehe 

"pagal ladki ". I just stood in my place when I heard what my Maa said!! 

yrr Ghar MAIN KOI IZZAT HI NAHI MERI!!! !

Well, the chapter is coming to an end then let me introduce myself to you!!

Well Hello!! I'm ROOP MISHRA.....!!!! Up ki rehne wali hoon per rehti hoon Banaras main. Well I'm a first year student!! I'm doing BCA!! And I'm 19teen year old, hopeless girl who is craving love look like in Bollywood.
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Delusion- Loving someone who is non exist person 👽👍😭!!